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Dear mind, why dont u kill me now? Or u can slap me in the face, I guess I need to be high-fived in the face with a chair.
I wish I could change things
I wish I could run away, from everything
I wish I could be more optimistic
I wish I could be that girl, that very special girl u can be proud of, in front of..everyone
I wish I have the ability to make u happy, even when ure at ur lowest point
I wish I could stay, without make things worse
Ironis adalah ketika lo ngerasa sangat ingin bertemu seseorang, tapi lo gabisa..
Ketika lo udah setengah mati ngerasa khawatir, tapi lo malah dianggap membebani…
Ketika lo setengah mati nahan tangis lo, nahan teriak, nahan amarah lo, nahan semua yang lo rasain, buat mastiin kalo orang yang lo sayang bisa tidur dengan tenang…
Ketika lo uda berusaha banget buat ngedukung, tapi yang lo dapet cuman amarah dan keluhan…
I wish I could be that tough girl I used to be, but I just..cant.
Weeew, its been a while since my last post. Grrhhh clearly have got nothing to say. So Im gonna make it quick.
Been too busy with college, I fucked up much, screwed up much, but still tryin to holdin on dan tetap mencoba bersyukur atas semuanya :)
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Seriously, I really dont know what to say. Haha catch up wit ya later.
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